In the beginning, controlled environment agriculture appealed to me as a career marked by prestige, deterministic precision, financial freedom, and the promise of high-tech harmony with nature. Fueled by a fresh graduate’s excitement and a genuine passion for plants, I embraced the path—so long as it promised stability, Love, and a place to belong. I was like most 20-somethings—bending over backwards to fit into a “high value” perceptual mold, all while pretending it was effortless, stylish, and totally my idea.
Rooted in Curiosity, Growing in Practice
From high-tech organic greens to the traditional rhythms of containerized ornamentals, I passionately dedicated myself to the pursuit of understanding and innovation. Both worlds deepened my love for horticulture, and for all the earthly kin-folk who offer their hands and hearts to this enduring dialogue with nature. As I grew deeper into my own roots, a quiet breath of truth began to emerge. Horticulture isn’t just a profession or a practice. It’s a kind of prayer, and a way of connecting with something larger than myself.
The Mirror of Conscious Cultivation
As the years passed, I began to sense a quiet dissonance between the food and beauty I was growing and the deeper systems that sustained them—systems I had once accepted without question. It is known that much of agriculture quietly prioritizes efficiency, overproduction, aesthetic perfection, and brand influence. Beneath the surface, a prevailing attitude lingers. One that treats ecological concern mostly as a PR strategy rather than a principle. Deeper yet, it dawned on me that the state of horticulture is not separate from the state of human consciousness… It is a mirror! How we grow reflects how we live, what we value, and what we are willing, or unwilling to feel. For example, in times when our inner worlds are rushed, fragmented, and profit-driven, our growing practices often follow suit. Monocultures over diversity, speed over patience, yield over resilience. We seek control over collaboration, and efficiency over intimacy. This visceral fragmentation we feel inside—our distracted minds, our disconnection from spirit, our quiet hunger for meaning—is mirrored in the systems we've built to grow and distribute life itself.
A Revolution of Reconnection
This clarity comes packaged as both a gift and a serious responsibility. There is no turning the cheek now… We are participating in a loud, yet subtle revolution of reconnection. We are remembering ourselves. This shift isn’t merely technical, its spiritual.
The Growers Who Listen
Throughout my own horti-story, I’ve met many admirable growers who honor nature’s rhythms and move with a quiet kind of dharma. They successfully designed low to high-tech systems that mimic ecosystems, prioritize soil health, biodiversity, and the unseen relationships beneath the surface. These growers don’t just cultivate plants—they cultivate relationships. None of them expressed receiving these downloads from textbooks or trend forecasts, but instead from lived experience. Watching how soil regenerates when left undisturbed, how diversity strengthens resilience, how beauty and nourishment emerge when we listen rather than control. They understand that true abundance doesn’t come from domination, but from reciprocity. And in this way, their farms and greenhouses become more than places of production. They become quiet sanctuaries of remembrance, where humans and the natural world can begin, once again, to move in rhythm.
Becoming a Conscious Professional
Journeying onward into greater alignment, it has recently become clear that my professional choices are tied to something much deeper: my values, my growth, and how I want to show up in the world. Becoming a conscious professional in horticulture hasn’t just changed how I work… It’s changed who I am. To embody the archetype of the conscious professional is perhaps the most radical act I can commit to in an age of forgetting. Through my hands. Through my seeds. Through the quiet, living language of the Earth.
Let us rise together, brothers and sisters.